11:36 PM | Wednesday, January 31, 2007
FRIENDLY CANCELLED!
MONDAY.was freaking tired,keep wanting to sleep.slept in some of the lessons,i think it's SS.went home around 4.45 to get some sleep.amk SEC NO.11!she's quite hot lah,the more you look at hurr!woo,i want hurr number!kidding.TUESDAY.i was still feeling tired.anw,after skool went central to have lunch,wanhao and steven bought their shoes.haha.went back for trg.playing as a player ain't that good after,maybe floorball really really doesn't suites me.i suck in both positions.didn't had a good mood and day.headed home,was really down.WEDNESDAY.hoho,today's mr wee last day.chapel was super special today.the video clip was really nice.it's touching.if one won't give up,it will succeed one day.it' was kinda sad that mr wee is leaving,he maybe strict,but his kindness is something everybody didn't thought or even look at it.i should have shake his hands man.rahh,he's too good a teacher.lessons are boring lah,played snooker after skool a while,wait for jerome they all finish their econs and went home.why does a teacher who's leaving then the students will realise how good the teacher is and will regret from there onwards.last time was miss chung,now mr wee,although mr wee didn't taught me.i can see that he's good man.but too bad,this is part and parcel of life,you gotta go after sometimes.it will be unusual without mr wee in skool.he's lenient,now that miss lim is going to take over,skool's is defintely gonna be different.i wanna cherish the good times,but it really past so fast.life's like a race,some is fast,some is slow.valentine day is here,should i get you a present?i only afraid of you rejecting my present,it's a thousand millions times more heart pain than getting rejected because of stead.hais,anotehr year of sad valentine.no place that far.
2:52 AM | Sunday, January 28, 2007
days are slightly better.
hurhur.it's like going to 3 in 15 more mins.not tired eh,so blog!let me blog what did i do on past few days.THURSDAY.i can't remember about lessons in skool,but it seems alright i think.trg was coolios,i turn shot and sent victor the wrong way!he was being keeper for that very moment.chenjie keeper zai!jerome also!he took over from victor and save all my turn shots and shots!freak man.that asshole!headed home saw a pretty gurl from our skool.coolios,i and steven was talking about hurr luh!headed home after that.FRIDAY.two tests!POA and CHINESE!balanace sheet was fuggy!chinese was okay cause for some reasons the teacher doesn't know we were copying from a paper.haha,damn funny lah.after skool,saw that pretty gurl,haha.ate and went home.went tution and met gary and jerome at yishun and jack at khatib.went to watch IVP final.tution was good.learn the new chapter and standard form for indices.quite okay lah.IVP!nice match!lots of cheering for the RP side.it was between NYP AND RP.rp score first,but that fatty ass of RP got two mins and let NYP score!yeah!jootat score the first goal!woo!i think is jootat,forget already.but altogether,jootat(two goals),andrew(one),harjeet(one) and jatin(one).final score NYP5-3RP.woah mark seow and oswind good!mark scored two and sponge scored the other one for RP.jootat keep doing airhook and fail!but he's a better player in that match,but both the keepers are the obvious man-of-the-match for their team.good goalkeeping luh.mum and dad fetch me and send them home.SATURDAY.hahahahaha.woke up around 11 plus.called valhall,i finally know the reason because of the postponing.renovation of valhall.lameshit man,total lameshit.it's like new?then need what shit renovation man?steven,jerome and gary came over.woo,they studied,but for that puny little three hours or so.ass,we ate at kopitiam than jerome left us.than headed back to my house.gary and steven at my house slack,than watch soccer,but we talk about floorball more.hahahaha.sinagpore won!yay!but on penalties ah,steven left halfway through the match,gary stayeed till the penalties.followed him to bus stop.talk a while there,haha,nice talking.he left and i went back.haha,now talking to esther!haha.okay,it's freaking bored lah.somehow there's a reason which i won't be able to understand.no place that far.
11:59 PM | Wednesday, January 24, 2007
fucking day.
ass.didn't had a good day today.actually i didn't feel like blogging today,not bored luh,time pasts slow during bad days,but quick on happy days.freak,how would it be if it's the other way round.anw,lessons were passing fast.cause we talked in class.haha.damn fun lah.everyday so slack,but tests just come so fast too.common test is after 6 feb.damn.it's like two weeks or next week?don't know.after skool went health check,yay!my backbone is fine.finally,last year was slightly titled to the left.think because of not playing player regularly.good sign.(: after that went snooker,freak,everything changed and blah blah.enough.i feel like quitting luh.somehow i think snooker just isn't the sport for me.i preferred those kind will sweat easily one,but please leave out basketball.basketball just doesn't suits me.only basketball.the rest i am fine with it.went home alone instead of going home with gary,jerome they all.something i think to me,which i really hate happened.trg tomorrow.yippee!i wanna be like yesterday,make lots of saves!i am excited for tomorrow trg because of that.i really want to be consistent performer,every trg in good shape.and keep minusing my mistakes.perfect.i guess i shall stick with goalkeeper currently.is basketball so nice?i wonder man.why so many people like basketball.among all the sports,i think basketball is the suckiest though.hais,whatever luh.i don't care whether you went to watch bball or snooker luh.the feeling you went down,woo.like a bullet train hit me.i went home early for a reason.rah.will anybody listen to what i have to pour out from my heart?i geuss nobody will.fate and karma.depict myself of wrongdoings=karma?two people who known each other met again after a long time=fate?are this true?fate has been in my life almost all the time,but it seems its always is the wrong person,while karma came almost everytime i am sad,hurting me more?i prefer karma though,let me realise what i really needed.no place that far.
11:01 PM | Tuesday, January 23, 2007
bored life.
skool has been bored.was just okay for skool yesterday and today.i love maths more.but getting confused more with the indices law coming up.sunday went out with family at night,simple.then yesterday after skool stayed at back in skool to play soccer.just bored luh.then today had trg.like an hour for trg?manage to bargain for more 20 mins.i think i played slightly better today.but defintely room for more improvement and lots of mistakes made too.gonna make more saves and more alertness i guess.thursday will be the day i am waiting for luh.headed home after trg,was out of breath after trg.freak.damn,thor cup might change to march or april.dang it.thought this saturday.now everything have to played during march or april.b boys is during april,freak.please do not clash with b boys.or else will be triple hard to cope within studies,exams,tests,tutions,homeworks,tiredness and floorball.chem test tomorrow.i just hate science so much.but got maths tomorrow,so shouldn't be a problem.but i don't like the periods after recess.bored.i thought about what i did during camp.really make me feel like laughing out loud.people laughed at me for the sake of me scared of heights.hais,do i suck that much?i guess i do.some time,somehow,i guess there will be no feelings.no place that far.
11:59 PM | Saturday, January 20, 2007
team taz!
met gary,jerome,victor,wanhao,steven,mengchao and farhann.went yishun for soccer.after soccer went to eat and went northpoint for a while.vic,jer and mengchao bought that gayish small water bottle.plus,jerome and victor bought the pink ones!my gosh!freaking gay.gary and i maybe buying the adidas one.look more sporty luh.steven bought the pull-up bar!damn cool lah,his muscles sure to be well-built.haha.headed home after that.met jerome and gary at khatib,thanks to the rain,we were kinda late.bought macs and we headed to the sports hall.cool,saw the KC people outside!pearlin forget how i look like!went in and watch the match.coolios.sat down and taz scored already!the match was just like any normal match.thought would be thrashing by taz.really hope taz to thrash salibandy luh.really hate the bandys team.especially salibandy.final score 4-1.headed home after that.i feel like playing in league one,if not start a team.joinning other clubs like have lots of pressure to me.i don't know man.those kind of mixed feelings.life full of depressing moments.you will make my day,but when will the day be?will you come and see play for b boys?or would you go for the sake of seeing him?forget it,i doubt you would go and see me play.no place that far.
11:55 PM | Friday, January 19, 2007
random.
Thursday.skool is getting more fun everyday.somehow luh.but i don't like to mix class with other classes.i hate it lah.anw,lessons were okay.after skool had trg.woo,hall wasn't use for northzone volleyball.cool,got half the hall though.got taekwondo.so yeah.yet another inconsistent performance.next sat is thor cup and i am still not prepared for it.i am not playing well,i know i ain't.perhaps,i am not born to play floorball.maybe it's a recreational sports to me after all.headed home after trg,was damn beat.Friday.today got only a few lessons,so yeah,time pass fast today.didn't went out with gary they all after skool.got tution eh.at least i learn something new about indices.freak,now then i feel indices is so complicated.just a so-so day today.kidna bored day luh.tomorrow going out with gary they all to soccer and swim.at night,going to watch andrew,jootat and stanley playing against our much hated team MSS SALIBANDY.team taz had better teach them whats floorball.rah,can't stand salibandy.you are alone,happy.i guess you will feel.but i don't feel that you are happy.maybe you are after all.my guesses are wrong.suan le,what can i do?nothing.nothing to change the situation now.no place that far.
11:53 PM | Wednesday, January 17, 2007
somehow i got spilt personalities.
skool was still as fine as usual.i think i gonna say this sentence for the rest of the year.like almost everyday!yeah,cause skool is fine to me everyday!whole class gotta stayed back after skool for like 10-15 mins.boredness,but i feel that POA is much much more easier and better than Amaths.just that it don't come in handy for JCs and most of the courses in Polys.anw,after skool went to collect the jerseys.woo!damn,it's freaking nice,i will upload the photos tomorrow.bought a plain vonda jersey too.the blue jersey we did,can put names on the back of the collars.coolioos!only me,jerome,victor,wanhao,jianyi,steven and kok sien put names on our collars.i put your name,but so what?you don't even care luh.the uncle was real good,he discount us the total amount,plus i forget to pay the collar printing money,he said nvm.haha,i will be back uncle!headed home after that.looks like i only have three wishes right now.the first one is you.C,are you gonna continue to ignore me?i really really really is serious this time,first love is really tough to forget.don't you think so?i am your first love too.rah.secondly,czech open.like what i told mengchao,two years later our skool is defintely gonna go to czech to play.by that time,our skills are all gonna be much much better then currently.so czech open,wait for us two years later!last but not least,b boys.succeed in b boys and play well indivivually,will win me a place in combined skools and possibly a trial in under-19s or so.if not,skool succeeded,we will win proper trgs,new goalposts,possibly new boards,coaches and so on.and also CZECH open entry.it still up to us after all.this three ain't hard to get,it have to gonna be in mind and determination.i was only happy once in my life,that was two years ago.only that time for the two weeks,i felt so so so so so happy.i guess,there ain't a better tomorrow.no place that far.
10:17 PM | Tuesday, January 16, 2007
i knew.
everything has an end of an outcome.heard from that someone that you like him.that someone also say that he kinda of like you.is it the right answer?i would really want to hear it from you.two years ago,i wanted you,it took so long,got you,but it ended up in that kind of way.it kinda depressing,i didn't expect that relationship to end so fast.but it did.this time i am back,with more love for you.i hope it won't be a short one.but now what?my chances of getting you,pratically 0.no chance i should say.after all,what we did two years ago,wasn't really enough.i knew it would be tough this time.nevertheless,i gonna keep on pursuing you.till you got what to me as the best happiness of your life.happy is all you need to be.i will be contented.
9:48 PM |
i just don't have the luck.
today had somehow a bad day to a start.shalln't mention it.lessons are still quite fine.maths was fun.miss chong is good!trg was pretty much alright.AND b boys is on april!damn.next week competition only have four skools.heard that is from the top 4 b boys last year.the best skool going to czech republic to play in world skools championships.i thought was combined skools and under-19s!scared me,but this tournament we also wanted to play.i guess was pretty much my fault for letting in the first goal last year.and led to the other goals.that makes us so near and close to the top four.after all,i still let down my team.my fault.ended at 6 and went home after that.i believe we are near.no place that far.
9:52 PM | Monday, January 15, 2007
VONDA JERSEY!
WOO.what a day man.actually,nothing much special about.skool was normal,pe was alright.lessons are still okay.i just feel sleepy man.after skool,went to paya lebar back to the vonda shop with gary.no black and white guys!so yeah,gary went for the royal blue and white strips.quite nice lah.the letterings and numberings are the main attraction of our jersey!woo!manu champions league numberings and letterings!yeah!cool cool!but got people disagree,oh wells we have decided.didn't know the shop also sell floorball stuffs.got salming grips,damn cheap.15 bucks for two.got finland sticks there.the brand name sounds like norway though.coolioos.headed home after that.MY GOSH!B boys is next week!it's like seven days time?!WTF.damn fast can.i can't wait for it man.but yeah,i said before i got bad feelings towards this year competition.well,we shall see man.i want go in combined skools!that my inspiration to push me to play harder this year in b boys.under-19s too!medals!rah,i got a big appetite for it!lols!can't wait for next week.HAPPY BIRTHDAY JACK ANG!whats the point of i and hurr changing specs at the same time.it didn't meant much to me.i feeling awkard.C,back views of you in my phone and yet you still letting me see your backviews.rahh,i feel like starting back as a friend C.ain't it how we started two years ago?no place that far.
11:02 PM | Sunday, January 14, 2007
victor hse!
woke up late today.finally had chance to sleep so well.it's cold,so yeah.ate lunch with family and headed to hougang point to find jerome they all.slack at macs.talked lots of stuffs.went to fetch prince cheah!haha.went to take some stuffs from hougang point and went to vic house.did some homework.didn't complete though.haha.woo,his mum treated us dinner!kfc and pizza!lols.took a cab back to khatib.seahhan paid!bus-sed home after that.and we agreed on playing against northbrooks this thursday.but now it's up to northbrooks to say yes or no.hoping for a yes.we were looking for friendlies luh.just hope that b boys would be good news for us and no bad news!i had said before,my wishlist for b boys is a top four finish.cause i want medals!not i,everybody in the team wants it!sunshine keeps the spirit of you shinning on me,sunlight keeps my hopes of lights going ony.i just want my hopes to be there and i really wanted a chance.C,i can't forget you.no place that far.
11:43 PM | Saturday, January 13, 2007
sunshine and sunlight.
was out twelve hours today.woo,thats long.tired man.anw,met steven first.then met gary and the rest at yck.canteen was the only place where there's the noise.the other parts of skool,nothing.this year open hse,damn slack.like the sec ones are only to like have less than 30 mins to view which cca they want to join.like so early go skool,total waste of time!anw,train at hall a while.didn't had a great time.headed to market,vic cut his hair.then went to paya lebar.ate arnold.the chicken is FANTASTIC.went to look for the vonday jerseys.DAMN.it never open.wasted trip.so slakc at there a while.then there this two little gurls came and took pictures of US!wth man.they followed us luh!lols.kids are still kids after all.tried to think lots of ways just to get our jerseys.finally we got mr ngasti contact,monday we are going back to city plaza to find him for the vonda jerseys!finally.we hope we can get it asap man.today hasn't been the best day.and certainly not the best week of this new year of 2007.so many bad things been through.we should end it,you have been a whore to me.i am sorry for those things.tomorrow,i wonder where should i go.vic house for studying or jamming with sirbest they all,got hurr.i don't know.fatigue have been a big problem with me.i still can't get over hurr.she just can't be erased in my heart.cause she's my first love.i guess that why i couldn't forget hurr?it's so so so tough.no place that far.
10:09 PM | Thursday, January 11, 2007
i really don't understand.
had a fine skool day today.lessons are quite fine.but i just don't like thursday lessons,time seems to pass slowly today.tomorrow's skool gonna end early at one.goodie.after skool had trg.trg was good.i did well today i guess in keeper.but injure myself,when jerome was shooting.there goes my specs.i am tired man,really tired today.feeling sick lah.no specs,i don't feel like going skool or tution tomorrow.i don't know man.i am just tired.in need of sleep eternally.b boys reaching,we lacking of practice.and what a time to injure myself.i want to be fit for the tournament.i don't know.i lose my hope and faith on you.it turn out ot be so hurtful gurl.C,i guess thats the end of what i call mentally torturing.no place that far.
11:59 PM | Wednesday, January 10, 2007
valhall.
skool was alright today,just felt tired.really tired.lessons were okay,but still felt bored.after skool waited for jer and vic since they renting lockers,so yeah wait for them to collect.gary,me and mengchao went to snooker first then.jer and ther rest joined us later.then heded valhall with jer,gary,mengchao and jianyi.mengchao know my secret.damn,nvm.kfc first.then headed to valhall,changed grip and stuffs.reached city hall and it's 7 plus already!haha.mengchao and i left the gang,went to took north east line.he stopped at serangoon,i headed to sengkang.did my specs there.yeah,i getting a new silver oakley specs.(: but i kinda look freaking gay in that specs.was really tired today.somehow,i really felt there was still something that seperates between us,even we are together.i guess i still have feelings for hurr.i don't know man.no place that far.
10:04 PM | Tuesday, January 09, 2007
skool.
Sunday.headed to pool with jer,gary and steven.had lots of fun playing with them.concentration is important in the game after all.learn a lot from the game.Monday.headed back to skool,everybody looked so tanned lah.haha.sunburnt,a lot kanna.skool was okay,just feel that new class then the time flies very fast.i beginning to like my new class.headed to snooker after skool with gary,jer,wanhao,jianyi and kok sien.jerome and gary are still tough to beat after all.home-d and learn a bit of SS.fell asleep halfway anw.Tuesday.was almost late for skool.lucky they moved to the hall.skool was still okay.english class,i am in the lousiest english class i think.was unlucky today.don't feel like mentioning,just that WANHAO,SORRY!really sorry.trg after skool,received the news that b division is going to start on mid-january to mid-february.c division is going to start on mid-februrary to mid-march.damn,we haven't even prove our fitness yet lah,our standard are still way below from the way we play like last year b div.AND i am still keeper since due to the short time,so yeah.i bet sure have some scouts to go scout for under-19s.but i feel that i improve a bit in my keeper,i getting back my form.thats good news.i really want to perform well and get in to under-19s.may yet we be a dream too far,but it still can be done.b boys nearer,means time to get serious with floorball.i still don't have that kind of spirit like i have last year to participate this year competition.i got a bad feeling about this competition.i scare i gonna play more worst then last year.i don't know man,i feel that i am more comfortable as a player.i am confused.time pasts quick,everything's coming down,i really couldn't get a hold of it,i still feeling chest pains.hais.gurl,i wonder will i regeret just to be with you once again.i am scare that after breaking up with you,things might go really worse.i am puzzled,confused and i don't know.rah.no place that far.
8:40 AM | Sunday, January 07, 2007
adventure camp!
actually i wanted to write camp sucks.haha,but think of it,there was still fun parts.ESPECIALLY OUR DEAR TRAINERS!doreen and shireen!hahaha.very encouraging trainers.(: reached ubin,settled down.pitched tents,had high elements first.it's freaking scary.but i think was still fun after all.then had ubin explorer.we headed to the jetty,but because of the rain!so we only went to the jetty.heard that thai temple was quite fun.yup,had nightwalk.didn't really like it.first night,didn't had a good sleep though.was pretty much tired for the second day.had rafting!funfufun!we win the challenges of getting our equipments!F15!LOL.we finish our raft first!we won lah,but thanks to gary,for dropping,which cause me to drop too.and there's goes my specs!nvm,i am not blaming him.so abseil without specs.abseiling was higher then high elements,what the shit.but coming down was fun.really fun.rock climbing and lunch together.i didn't complete it but it was fun.haha.talk about our group cheers,bingyao finally came out with one.it was nice i think.headed to do low ropes.the climbing over the wall that activity was real fun.teamwork came out,everybody helping out.it really damn fun.then did the balancing on the line.i didn't like that one,so unfun.tough to balance lah.then did cheers.then headed to dinner.after dinner,did cheers again.mr wee came to help us out a little.then campfire!i thought it wasn't fun,but in the end it was very fun,our campfire item didn't turn out that bad.got camp tee before sleeping.look quite nice.slept well till 6.30.was really tired.woke up and do those usual camp last day stuffs.headed back to singapore.reached skool and waited for jerome they all,went NYP eat and headed home.hoho,i slept from 5 in the afternoon yesterday to today morning 7.30.14 hours of sleep.(: cool huh?haha.i believe i can,just to be with you,go back to the past and didn't ask you to break up with me.cause i really regretted.no place that far.
11:59 PM | Wednesday, January 03, 2007
FIRST DAY OF SKOOL.(:
finally,BACK TO SKOOL.okay,skool was pretty fine luh.just got this weird feeling.think it's because of different class lah.actually,the new class wasn't that bad after all.long pants makes me feel better lah.after skool went j8 for lunch.then went home already.nothing much for a start to upper sec life.ahhh!adventure camp tomorrow.freak,i really having a bad headache once i reached home.i am feeling tired man,i scared i cannot wake up in time for those morning briefing or wahtever shit in camp.it really sucks lah.damn,got high elements lah.for those who are close to me,should know i am scared of H*****S.and the high elements is freaking high.but got RAFTING.i am scared of high elements and flying fox.Rock climbing,belaying and rafting,i am fine with it.three days,gonna go past fast.I MISS PLAYING FLOORBALL.think of it,i never get acception from you,it only makes me more sad,it's drifting apart.no place that far.
10:59 PM | Tuesday, January 02, 2007
BATAM.
SATURDAY.went swimming with jer,gary,vic and mengchao.supposed to play badminton,no courts,so yeah,changed to swimming instead.had fun talking lots of stuffs,it's been sometime during the holidays since we talked lots of stuffs between we five of all.changed up and the rest went home,i headed down to yck to meet up with my family.went to raffles city to buy my crumpler.damn,there's so many people there,OHOH,i just remembered,i saw ERNEST LUIS,the reporter for newpaper sports,at the starbucks there.cool.he was i think with a gurl,interviewing hurr?i don't know.so yeah,bought the crumpler,finally.saw the wallet,it's quite nice though.but didn't get it in the end.ate and headed home.SUNDAY.went out with my family and had a relatives gathering,met jerome they all 6 plus at city hall,met aihui earlier to hand hurr homework,ate steamboat with barbeqcue.nice food,but wasn't really that full,twelve dollars weren't that reasonable.played arcade a while then bus-ed out of that place to marina,there's some part,don't feel like mentioning.went to amk new ntuc,cool.quite big lah,but not really after all.forty dollars to spend,guys shopping.LOL.saw fbt short pants,i need sports pants lah.went mengchao house after that,countdown-ed,jerome have upload the pics in his blog,go his blog for more info.saw the fireworks through mengchao house,can see lah,its damn nice,especially the last part.dad and mum came fetched me,send vic home and headed home.MONDAY.went out early in the morning to harbourfront.IT'S REAL EARLY.met all the relatives there,at least i got company.went up the boat,headed to batam.settled and we cousins went for the spa first.didnt get to use the jacuzzi because it's spoilt,its okay lah,heard that it just normal only,nothing much,the massage was much better.went to the beach with zoe,xavier,angelina jie-jie and my brother at first,but the beach was dirty.sat around,took a few pics.not my cam though.went out and rest lah,was kinda worn out lah,BABY JASON IS CUTE!serious his cute lah,will upload once i received his photos.slept a while and went to have dinner,play pool after that,damn nice,jereme korkor played real pro snooker,damn pro lah.xavier and zoe was playing on another table,then suddenly the ball dropped onto the floor then it dropped into the sea,wth man.freaking hilarious.went back resort and took a bathe,was tired already.went to one of the 6 rooms between us to played blackjack.lost 4 dollars in the end,damn.went back and slept.TUESDAY.woke up at 7,went to have breakfast and went on tour around batam.i really found out how fortunate i am compare to the kids there.they gotta come onto the streets like stand on the roads to sell things.really cannot compare to us,how fortunate are we man.there's this funny thing that the tour-guide mention,she said the whole batam is a bus-stop to everybody,you just stand on the road then the taxi will pick you up.AND AND AND,THE TOUR GUIDE IS PRETTY.(: tour-ed and reached singapore.finally.I saw MICHELLE NATASHIA LIM.haha,she didn't saw me lah.was kinda those don't feel like leaving those kind of leaving.THANKS XAVIER AND ZOE FOR ACCOMPANYING ME AND WE SURE HAD A GREAT TIME TOGETHER!finally,skool's arriving tomorrow.it's really really quick,i don't feel the sense of holidaying lah.i didn't really enjoy my holidays.ALRIGHT,gotta go get ready for skool,everybody will be in a good laughing mood tomorrow.i didn't gave up on anything for this year,it was particularly the same thing.YOU.no place that far.